Assalamualaikum

So today is the first chapter of 2013 new series. 2013, please be kind to me.

So for this year, aku ada SPM untuk ditempuhi sama la macam senior-senior sebelum ni.

But taun ni aku peliks sikit :( i think pelik banyak doe.

i wear PSS uniform yang aku benci gila sejak aku sekolah rendah.

i don't hate pss. i just fucking hate the uniform. Like you know, PANAS. RIMAS. GEGEH. NOT COOL. 

But i have to :'( i got the chances already takkan nak lepaskan peluang kan? it's like buang rezeki. 

i don't know, my friends keep telling me that i look good on my uniform blabla i donno depa ikhlas ka dak.

But Sarves truly jujur. Dia kata aku pelik. Thank you Sarves.

Hey bukan dia ja tau, aku rasa ramai lagi usha pelik. Yes it's only for a year but i keep having mental breakdown since day one. K fullstop. Tanak cakap dah.

Btw i guess this year no fun macam taun lepas kecuali moment indah dapat troll athirah. Hihi 

sejujurnya aku rindu 3a4 :) i dont really like my new class actually. Dah la aku duduk belakang dua taun berturut turut haaa amikau. The classmates are fun actually. But i do think sn5,6,2 lagi fun. K

Erm what else? My target for this year is 10 A for SPM. Getting straight A is a must sebab nak jadi cikgu pon kena dapat 9A like seriously Malaysia ingat rakyat dia pandai sangat kot xD

So whatever it is i must get straight A. To prove to my parents that i can get what i want. Cewah

Btw right now aku tengah sedih but i dont even know why. Hormon aku ada prob kot haha.

Sampai skarang aku xtau pasepa aku sedih dari dulu lagi tau haa sbb tu i took inisiative to avoid people. I know it's no good. But who cares? I'd trauma you know. Dulu aku anggap semua orang baik, sekarang aku dah tau bukan semua orang baik. So what i do now is i keep saying semua orang jahat. tadak yang baik. Aku ni ada sakit mental aku rasa. Aku taktau yang aku akan jadi macam ni tau :'( aku sedih ni. Mana pergi the happy go lucky me? Dah hilang tau haaaaa. I dont want to blame others walaupun terang terangan depa la sbb aku jd macam ni. Yes i'm emo-ing. 

Kbyeee