Assalamualaikum

Hehehe first of all, sorry about post yg dulu hihi emo terlebih. Tu la aku cakap hormon tak betui. Harini mood aku ceria gila pulak. Kahkah. Adakah ini yang dipanggil gangguan remaja? Acehhh...

So for today cikgu Nabilah introduced herself as our math teacher. I thought dia garang gila so bila dia masuk kelas aku dah ready nak nanges. 'Brace yourself' di dalam fikiranku sentiasa xD Lol but what happen is haha dia senyum dan baik gila hahaha tu la dont judge a book by its cover haha k x lawak pongg.

Today we got english. Puan Asma will be teaching us for 5 months dia kata. Sorry to say aku ingat dia cakap dia ada 5 bulan lg nak hidup. LOL sorry cikgu Asma XD I was like, "pity her, she's having cancer" sorry sorry sorry sorry *lagu sorry sorry* 

And today jugak we got chemistry. Puan Tengku Azariah, Guru Cemerlang Kimia still mengajar kami :) i love her like so much. Dia baik nak mampuih dan gaya dia macam Datin dekat KL. I dont say dia pakai emas manik penuh naaaa, bukan. Cara dia cakap macam orang educated. Dan dia x pernah marah orang. Ya Allah baik sangat. 

And today we got Sivik. No interesting story. Macam biasa cikgu x pernah nak masuk dan kami balik awai. Lucky us.

For personal stories, duuhhh aku tak boleh langsung dengar suara dia. Aku bagi alasan aku benci gila kat dia but no. I never hate him. Aku cuma rasa menyesal, bersalah, sedih, kecewa and more. Aku malu dengan diri aku sebab dia terlampau baik. Haha depan aku boleh aaa noh jd baik, belakang aku haaaa xD aisehman tuduhan melulu tak baik ni. Dear you, i hope you are enjoying your new life with your new lover. Love your family. Always pray for your late mum. Semua yg berlaku ada hikmah :)

Cer teka apa yg aku dah buat kat dia? jeng jeng. Jangan expect aku baik sangat tau aku jahat jugak noh. Cenggini straight to the point, aku tengah frust dikecewakan crush tetiba dia mai mintak kapel untuk kali yang kesepuluh (aku tak tipu) Aku cakap okay padahal aku x pernah serious pon. Then dia test kesetiaan aku. Dia upah my friend untuk pekena aku. Like seriously sampai sekarang aku ingat Van der Saar oi. That Van der Sar (bukan nama sebenar) cakap dia jatuh cinta kat aku. You know what memang dia dok suka kat aku pon bukan nak perasan but benda betui dia mengaku sendiri masa form 1 == ka form 2 tah. Tapi aku ignore ja sebab aku suka kat budak hot lain. K back to story, tak guna punya Van der Sar, tak guna punya aku boleh aku pi kata boleh kapel dengan dia. I didnt know what i was doing at that time lol stupid me. i hate myself. Then tetiba 'dia' cakap sampai hati aku bt kat dia cetu, dia guna Van tu sbb nak uji aku. Then aku rasa bersalah tahap babun ar. Aku tak ingat apa jadi tapi tak lama lepas tu aku mintak break like seriously i have manners ya know. Then Van cakap dia sebenaqnya maksudkan apa yg dia ckp malam tu. Haha i was just like "permainan cinta apa hampa tengah try kat aku ni? ingat aku patung?" But you know what senang2 ja aku maafkan Van dan aku benci kat 'dia' sampai setaun. Jahat kan aku? yes i know jangan hina aku.

'Dia' ni sebenaqnya romantik gila i donno what to say but aku ni rock, gila2 sbb tu aku rasa kami kontra sangat. So i think lebih baik kami seperate. Aku ni pon bukan batak boyfriend pon. Haha dan anda tau kesudahannya. Brb sambung dalam next post

Assalamualaikum

So today is the first chapter of 2013 new series. 2013, please be kind to me.

So for this year, aku ada SPM untuk ditempuhi sama la macam senior-senior sebelum ni.

But taun ni aku peliks sikit :( i think pelik banyak doe.

i wear PSS uniform yang aku benci gila sejak aku sekolah rendah.

i don't hate pss. i just fucking hate the uniform. Like you know, PANAS. RIMAS. GEGEH. NOT COOL. 

But i have to :'( i got the chances already takkan nak lepaskan peluang kan? it's like buang rezeki. 

i don't know, my friends keep telling me that i look good on my uniform blabla i donno depa ikhlas ka dak.

But Sarves truly jujur. Dia kata aku pelik. Thank you Sarves.

Hey bukan dia ja tau, aku rasa ramai lagi usha pelik. Yes it's only for a year but i keep having mental breakdown since day one. K fullstop. Tanak cakap dah.

Btw i guess this year no fun macam taun lepas kecuali moment indah dapat troll athirah. Hihi 

sejujurnya aku rindu 3a4 :) i dont really like my new class actually. Dah la aku duduk belakang dua taun berturut turut haaa amikau. The classmates are fun actually. But i do think sn5,6,2 lagi fun. K

Erm what else? My target for this year is 10 A for SPM. Getting straight A is a must sebab nak jadi cikgu pon kena dapat 9A like seriously Malaysia ingat rakyat dia pandai sangat kot xD

So whatever it is i must get straight A. To prove to my parents that i can get what i want. Cewah

Btw right now aku tengah sedih but i dont even know why. Hormon aku ada prob kot haha.

Sampai skarang aku xtau pasepa aku sedih dari dulu lagi tau haa sbb tu i took inisiative to avoid people. I know it's no good. But who cares? I'd trauma you know. Dulu aku anggap semua orang baik, sekarang aku dah tau bukan semua orang baik. So what i do now is i keep saying semua orang jahat. tadak yang baik. Aku ni ada sakit mental aku rasa. Aku taktau yang aku akan jadi macam ni tau :'( aku sedih ni. Mana pergi the happy go lucky me? Dah hilang tau haaaaa. I dont want to blame others walaupun terang terangan depa la sbb aku jd macam ni. Yes i'm emo-ing. 

Kbyeee

Cara delete stress daripada badan

Assalamualaikum :)

Ya Allah, lamanya saya tak update blog kan.. Rindu tak? ;)*sila muntah* Hihi nak buat cena saya kan busy je memanjang. Kesibukan saya ni kalah menteri tau dak? *kunyah biskut* Well, kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar form 4 pun okey ja now. But sometimes, you know ada la rasa insecure 'sikit'. Erm 'banyak' actually :P And i get stress a lot since this year. But semua tu boleh diatasi kan? Lagipun punca saya stress ni unmature beno. Nak tau apa? Nak tau? Nak? Tau? Serious nak tauu???? (tolong kasi penampar sikit kat dia ni :P) Hehe actually saya stress sebab.... 

SUNYI

*Memang la saya sunyi tapi taklah se emo gambar di atas ya, harap maklum.

I'm really tired of people. Tak perlu kot nak ulas :P Mungkin dlm next entri ya. 

And ohh btw, saya ada beberapa tips untuk atasi stress. And heyy ianya sangat berkesan okay. Try la ikut kalau anda stress! 

First of all..............

1. Ketahui punca stress.

Like urm seriously, takkan kita nak tension tetiba an? Mesti ada sebab musabab kenapa those things happen to us right? Kalau perlu, list kat kertas kenapa kita stress. Maybe sebab teachers? Friends? Mean environment? Just list them tak kira berapa banyak pun punca tuu. Ok? :)

2. Selesaikan masalah satu persatu!

Once dah list, takkan nak biar cetu ja kan? Of course kena settle kan apa yang patut. Kalau ada problem ngan kengkawan, apa kata hampa face to face ja dengan depa semua hat bermasalah tuh. Atudia keluaq loghat Kedah habih. K sorry , sambung balik. Then kalau problem dengan pelajaran kena la rapat dengan teachers. Takleh catch up pelajaran, why not pergi tuition? Takleh ada istilah malas tau ! Kalau malas sampai mati pun tak berjaya. Dan kalau stress sebab lack of confident.. kena la ingat semua orang ada kelebihan masing-masing. Tunjukkan bakat anda ! *lagu iklan milo berkumandang* I know you can do it ;) *winkwink*

3. Ketawa banyak-banyak.

Eh kalau dh stress mcm mana nak ketawo pulok..? Nabila Ayuni ni meme menipu beno. #TeamBuatLoghatSendiri K actually kalau dh stress, you have to cry. Then pergi la cari kawan-kawan yang kelakar ibarat Zizan ataupun Mr.Bean. Then apa lagi, gelak la woi gelak la! Stress pun cabut lari ja lepas tu.

4. Luahkan perasaan

Bila dah stress, sedih-sedih mestila kena cari orang nak luahkan segala yg terpendam kan? Tak kira la ibu ka, kakak ka, bibik ka, kawan, bf/gf (tak kira la sapa pun) tapi yg dipercayai ja k.. Luahkan semua masalah anda kat kaunselor tanpa gaji ni.. Perasaan kita pun lebih tenang tau! If depa baik, depa akan bg nasihat sekali. Kan bes? :D (tak kena bayar pun) lalala~

5. Dekatkan diri dengan Allah

Time stress, kita kena banyakkan istighfar dan ingat Allah. Everything happens for a reason. Semua dugaan tu adalah ujian daripada Allah. Rasanya semua orang pun sedia maklum pasal benda ni kan? :) Banyakkan berdoa. Cari kata-kata hikmah kat facebook or google untuk inspire kan anda. InsyaAllah masalah akan dapat diatasi oleh anda dengan senang sahaja. Eh apsal aku tulis ayat baku. 

Say no to stress !!

P/s : Semua masalah tu asam garam kehidupan. Kita ni dikira normal la kalau stress. Ada ka orang yang tak pernah stress? Rasanya takdak kan? Be positive people ! :) Anggap la stress tu sebagai kekasih lama anda yg anda cuba nak buang dari hidup. K lol 

Kalau tension, sila duduk dgn kawan dan buat peace macam saya.






Okeylah Byeeeeeeeeee ! *sambil buat gaya pondan Jalan TAR*

Judgemental

Assalamualaikum :)

Dah lama tak update blog :D Well, i am here again.

Saya tulis apa yang saya suka okay. Untuk yg sudi baca trimakaseh!

Well, saya sekarang dah jadi manusia yg belajar di high school

Kadang-kadang saya terfikir, kenapa saya dah form 4? 

Cepatnya masa berlalu . For some people maybe rasa form 4 tu biasa ja 

but for me i think while being a form 4 student is really annoying.

Subject semakin berat. Masalah hidup bertambah. Paling sedih ialah 

SEMAKIN TUA.

Muahaha i know i have to bersyukur sebab umur saya ni dikira muda gila

But i just love my childhood life :{ All of a sudden dah jadi teenager. Haihh apa2 ja laa :) 

By the way, i just wanna share my probs here. 

My first test results are kinda okay even they are not as excellent as i want.

My friends are also kind-hearted. They are having wonderful attitude. Sangat solehah :D

My classmates are awesome even kadang2 kelas tu boring. 

BUT.

I don't have my crush anymore. He's far from me day by day.

And paling teruk, i don't even know whether i have any crush or not.

Seriously babeh it's kinda hurt. 

Missing someone. Missing my friends. Missing the memories. 

OMG i miss 2011 so damn much ! :'(

"Setiap yang bertemu pasti akan berpisah. Hamba Allah ini sedar akan semua itu. 

Kebahagiaan yang muncul tidak kekal seperti yg diharapkan. 

Namun aku di sini redha dan akan terus berusaha dalam kehidupan 

Selagi hayat dikandung badan"

K ayat pasrah yg takbleh blah gila an ? Miahaha :P

Actually saya ni budak yg annoying :D 

Oh man it's not gedik. 

Just annoying. 

I'm just an ordinary girl who loves to tease people.

and loves to motivate myself.

and loves my friends.

and ANNOYING :p

Lalalala kbyeee people~ Assalamualaikum.

Kalau tk jawab dosa, kalau jawab sayang :'D

She is trying to love her life :')

Hai u olz.. lolz :D

I have just changed my template.. okay tak? *wink wink* ;)

Macam comel je love bird ni :))

By the way saya nak post pasal info + tips today.

This post is about .... haisy *malu*

Okay la here you go !

Tips to Know if He Loves You

Don't worry damsels, here are some useful tips to know whether your mate/partner or lover really loves you or not:

• A very obvious one when he takes interests in your matters like work schedule, it means he is really concerned with you and loves you.

• Whenever a guy keeps a track on your habits, remembers whatever you do and say simply indicates his love for you. 

• When a guy wants to spend more time with you, dates out with you at places of your choice and share the your favorite pastimes then he is madly in love with you.

• When he calls you or message you just to chitchat with you means he deeply loves you and was finding any reason to talk to you. 
  
  
• If he is really concerned about you and loves you then he would always take out time from his busy schedule. 

• When he keeps looking you when you are around and suddenly takes off his eyes when you look at him shows he's in love with you. 
  
  
• When he praises about you to his friends, family and others means he truly loves you.

• His every action will make you believe he loves you.

• If he is trying to be friendly with you and tries to make an effort to know more about you shows signs of love for you. 

• You can make out from a person's eyes. The person in love with you has special shine in his eyes when he's talking to you.

• You can see him everywhere. Either it's a coincidence or... he is always looking for you secretly whenever you are not around :)

Girls, don't you find those tips interesting? :)

Kalau ada at least dua or more, SURE your crush loves you

:DDD

Dah la jangan sedih sedih, kan dia dah terbukti suka anda?? 

Hahaha

Goodbye 2011, say hi to 2012

It has been a month since i last updated my blog :)


By the way, YO people ! Assalamualaikum and a pleasant hi to all bloggers and stalkers :)


Today is 31/12/2011 and today is the last year of 2011. NOTE THIS


As the time moves, we are getting older day by day. Well, lumrah hidup actually guys.


BTW, 2011 brings me a lot of memories. Sama ada bad or cheer memories semua ada aihh haha. Same to you too right ;) *wink wink* 2011 ni mmg byk memory la..

2011 contains too much/lot/various/many/lol memories, since jan until today actually.

Well, wayback when i was fifteen. I used to love a guy who semorang dh tau. *gabai* and loving this guy bring me a lot of suffers. He already had a manis girlfie yet he still text me. I dont even know why until now. But the most saddest one is when my classmates yg x tau apa2 tu dok rajin tuduh bukan2. K i know depa x ckp but sorrrryyy...AKU BOLEH BACA FIKIRAN ORANG k. My classmates semua baik but did you know that MULUT PEREMPUAN MMG DAMN. Haha! Seriously, Perempuan perghhh bkn setakat suka gosip malah menabur fitnah (lol) k tau x semua tu dosa besaq? ckp pasai org pon dh besar dosa. K aku x ckp kt sapa2. Terasa amek :P sampai skarang aku kesal sgt dgn prangai classmates2 aku. Thanx god taun dpn kami x sekelas dh. Maybe it is too jahat to say like that but... 

TAKDAK ORG FHM PERASAAN AKU MASA TU!!!!! 

classmates2 aku mana fhm apa. depa suka ckp psai  kami dri belakang, mcm la x tau. dh 2 incident anis terasa ngn depa. aku igt satu ja, satu g lupa ah..  aku ? toksah ckp la byk juta kali dh aih terasa ngn depa. and one of the reasons anis break-up dgn ezral sbb classmates jgk tau. i don't know who and i don't want to blame anyone but seriously kami semua cerdik cerdik la xkan xleh fikiaq. Seingat aku salah satu sebab anis break ialah sbb ezral igt anis suka kt syed izzudin. and guess what? KAMI X PERNAH CKP PASAI SYED KECUALI DLM KELAS. then sapa lg nk menabur fitnah selain classmates sendiri?? It's hurt you know. aku sedih tgk muka anis masa dia break ngn ezral. Dia nanges mcm org gila tau dk? She's my fren, my besties! aku faham perasaan dia ! and the one yg sebar fitnah bkn tau apa pon. Kesian anis tau dk? ezral syg dia gila dulu~ i miss that moment. Well walaupun this is not the main reasons why depa break but this is ONE of them.  Seriously aku nanges masa type post ni. Sumpah nanges. Mmg menyesal dgn sikap classmates aku. and kalau sedaq ar aku mmg moody ckit dlm kelas and aku pagi2 aku selalu p kelas 3a2 sbb apa? sbb aku meluat classmates aku. FULLSTOP. tp classmates laki lain. depa cheerful mcm mana tah. rare sungguh ! :DD

K that's enough to story. Byk lg actually. But, yg sudah tu sudah laa.. Aku dh lupakan semua tu k. Aku x benci sapa2 pon cuma hahah kdg2 tu menyesai pon ada. Menyesai why i was staying in a4 for 3 years. Kwn ajak pindah kelas x mau masa form1. Nah sekarang hambek kau nabila ! xD *ayaq mata dh kering* so kite sembang pasai heppy2 plak

Ingat lg x masa amik PMR? tu salah satu moment masa 2011.

Ingat lagi x masa pasca pmr? tu pon memori 2011.

Ingat lagi x cikgu fuziah, cikgu azaha, ustazah, tcher selva omg. 

This was all memories. Tak boleh putar balik :) Sumpah rindu gila time kita rajin usha kot tingkap. and uhhh sarves knows everything. He's my bestfriend okay. OMAI aku nk sekelas dgn dia!!!! :'(( dia bdk baik tp dgn aku jahat gila xD  Eh apa dia baik? *tunggu sat!* Ni dialog dia dgn aku dgn nadia , 

Nadia : Sarves, pinjam buku revision sc. Nk study

Sarves : Okay, tp jgn bg dekat nabila.

Khojaq hg... xDDDD tkpa tkpa aku ingat sarves *sob sob*

And jeng3 4 minutes more countdown to 2012. Hehe and 2012 is not yet the end of the year. WHY? Because tu rahsia Allah S.W.T. "Bila kita dh tau, bkn ka tu bkn rahsia dh??" -my fren said- :D


okay aku gembira dpt 8A. Kbye nk sambut tahun baru dgn penuh keinsafan. K assalamualaikum. Merapu ler blog i nih :P

Is listening to IU-someday (ost DH) and random typing

CHILL LA BLOGGERS! Kalian amat comel , lol! 

YOU DONNO ME~~ *sila nyanyi*

Hai, lama x jumpak! Lama x update blog! Lama x bukak blog! Lama x shopping! Lama x jogging! Lama x menjahit! Lama lama jd tua =,= am i ridiculous? :P


Ok there's some people told me yg aku ni lawak =.= and aiman kta aku suka merepek. Guys, tell me.. Is this pujian? Does a girl needs to have perangai lawak yakni sense of humor?? :P Tak buruk ka kalau girls ada sifat yg sgt x gadis melayu tu? Ermm apa2 ja lah wei asalkan iman aku x goyah xD


Ouh by the way! my holiday ada yg bes ada sederhana and some ==" undescribeable.. HUHU i want to return as a 7-years-old kid so badly D: ! At that time nothing serabut kepala, enjoy saja! Waktu tu pon holiday aku terasa sgt panjang. Well, it's normal masa berjalan dgn pantas. You have know why so no need to ask. Now my time is 13 hours with laptop and the rest buat apa yg manusia selalu buat. Ok semayang x tinggai. 1 1/2 hours to cook, and sapu sampah buat jugak. JUGAK, lol! And i am strongly hate this! =,=


"i..i want to return as a kid like baby!!~" "and i keep feeling distracted ted ted ted ted" DD:


Time is one of the things that we can't want it back. It is PRECIOUS! So better do something yg berbaloi selagi masa still ada. OKAY? get it?? GOOD..!
I love to spend my time with beneficial activites. xD ehehehhehehehehehehehehhehehehehe! When we are onlining (LOL epic english), we can do many things! (epic english sec version) . Haha we can find recipes, play games, chatting, listening to the music, writing novels and others (primary school memory)

and right now something baru berlaku.

"K aku x layak utk hang, hang ada dia, aku ni sapa la sgt an?"

Well, guys open up your mind! This is not me at all :P Just fake mind thinking. FAKE!


I am thinking of making a new blog after result keluar. If result memuaskan, then i will make it. If not, NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there is no NOT! Please.... :'( i don't want bad results.. Peliz~~~


Kbye! Listen to this song :

IU mmg ada suara yg sedap woo~ Kelas kau IU~ xD


Haha (why haha?) =="
K hihi aku xdk bias pon dlm drama dream high ni. It is not because no one handsome atau x cukup cute =.= tp aku yg rsa x nk minat.. Drama ni serious bes cuma hehe jgn mrh i tau! i rasa pelakon dia berlakon kdg2 x jadi esp. taecyeon. No offence, taecyeon i love 2PM! Soohyun lak berlakon jd gila. Amazed by aku. K fullstop k bye!